[비중격] 코수술후우울증

코수술후한달째에요..매부리휜코라무보형으로알아보는중이비인후과를알게되서지방서서울까지상담을갔더랬죠..당시매부리휜코가너무싫어서코만보이더니너무수술이하고싶은거예요..잘알아보지도않고인터넷좀뒤지다가결국급수술받고..수술직후붓기멍이최고조여서여기저기문의하니전형적인피고임증상이래서병원에전화했더니열고세척해준대서1주일만에수술대에또누웠죠.붓기는바로빠지더니멍이아직도..파란멍이아직도예요..붓기빠지니비대칭이눈에띄는데아직붓기다빠진거아니라고기다리래서또2주를흘려보내고미간이아바타같아서전아무것도안넣고싶댔는데미간에뭐가있냐니까라인때문에메가덤을깔았다네요..매부리깎고마니울투불퉁하면1mm정도콧대에살짝얹을수도있댔는데제가되도록하지말아달랬는데미간에서콧대까지2mm를넣어놨더라고요..다제거해달래니제거후이상에대해책임을안진다는서류에사인을하래서다른곳에문의하니한달이다되가는지금제거하는게더안좋고메가덤이흡수율이있으니기다려보는게낫대서몸도마음도힘들고그냥포기했어요..근데하루하루붓기가빠지니코랑미간옆에실리콘처럼경계선이생겨서문의했더니자꾸컴플레인한다며그냥제거해준다는거예요.저도병원서근믄하는사람인데..아진짜내가블랙들한테잘못걸렸구나싶더라구요..실리콘도아니고어떻게이런경계가생기냐니까흡수된다고기다리라는말뿐..차라리다흡수되든지..실리콘이면빼면그만이라는데..재수술은안전하게1년후로보고요..6개월때쯤부터열심히발품팔아볼려구요..제거하고성형비용준다길래수술전CT랑진료기록부만숨김없이주고돈은먹고떨어지라했네요..말로만듣던부작용이저에게..TT